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hey hey my dear diary,, :)
Today is really nothing special. whenever I want to see him,he never show but..
when I dont want to see him, he'll alwayss right in front my eyes !
Its really irritating, Now im not really hope too much frm him, bcos now we're lose contact alrdy..

Its begin from : Last Monday 26/04/2010

It was the english paper exam aftr it finished we allowed to go home, but unfortunately it was raining when we were going out frm the gate.
Then I saw him in frnt of the general office, I guessed he was waiting for the raining to stop.
then I dont know wht to say&what to do on that time, so I just opened up my umbrella in frnt of him,and not asked him whether he wants it or not but I just used it with my friend..
& left him alone there, I also never say "HI" or wht to him.
&I knw its my fault,aftr tht I felt guilty & messaged him. I said "How's ur paper ? difficult ? anyway sorry never asked you for the umbrella.

&& he never reply me since that day until NOW ! usually he always replied me immidiately, though he just give me 1 or 2 sentences, but @ least he did reply ..
I miss that time, now he really change..
Never reply my message&act like he doesnt want to know me anymore.
I feel like he keep the distance away frm me everyday..

I'm reallysadsadsadsad :(
Why he changed? is it bcos he knows alrdy that ILIKEHIM or wht ?
but why he must do this ? why cant just tell me or @ least reply my messages ?
DOYOUKNOWHOWMUCHITHURTSME ? but whatever itis ISTILLDOLOVEYOU !

So,dont worry boy! My heart still belongs to you forever !!
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