whywhywhy ?

Well,
@first i was trying to forget him.
& I can did it ! :D
I have a crushed on him about only about 10 months,
last time I was stay in the same dorm as him, it was a good&bad time for me.
The good things bcos i could see him every step he makes&everything he did
but...
The bad thing is that thought i was in the same house as him,
I couldnt have spent a bit time to talk to him.
All I could do is just say " HI !"

Every night I tried to find a reason,
why I can have a crushed with a person that I can never ever be able to talk with ?
Isn't it funny ?
Then after having an idiot time to get rid of him,showing him how much I want him&wasting my precious tears only for him,
Finally I can be able to get over him !
&I moved house,try to forget all things about him. erase his number.
&never think anything about him @all.
I can did it ! its successful, but why when I saw his photo with other girls I always get jeaolus ? Does it means that I still cant forget him ?
But I dont have any feeling for him ANYMORE & I NEVERHAVEANYFEELING to see him not even once !

whywhywhy?
Now I saw his photo again with all the housemates I used to hang out with,
His face havent change s bit, its more handsome day by day !
Well,I just checked the photos one more time&I saw him taking pictures with my enemy.
Can u imagine that ? good,my heart breaking now.and my tears coming but I hold it.
why must I cry for him?
He's not worthy !
Bullshit !

Fine, from now on Im gonna really make him OUTOFMYLIFE !
not a tiny piece of him can stay on me!

God pls help me&give me more strength to do it :D